Remember

Can not believe that 5 years ago today . That we lost my dear mother in law and best freind.  There isn't a day that goes by that we do not think about you or wish you where still here with us.  We miss you and long to see you again.  We know that life would be so much different if you where still here today.  But as hard as it is at times to understand this is the way that God planned for it.  Mind you we have no control over how people act.  But know that if my father in law hadn't re married that he would still be the same person that he was before not only when he was still married but after he was a widower.  I know that God says its not good for a man to be alone.  But at the same time i don't agree that not being there for your own kids or talking to them like before or taking interest in your grandkids is right.  Seems like in any re marriage the kids seem to suffer.  Still better than what my parents ever have done. As I am so thankful even though its been a long time that he is taking the time tonight to babysit for us so we can go and watch couragous at the Chruch.

I can say so much more about how much i miss Marilyn and Nana and know life would be different around here and how much she loved her grandkids and would be overjoyed with 2 grand daughters as she never had  any daughters although she always called us her daughters in love.  Never thought of us as her daughter in laws but her own.  As much as its mostly all men who don't talk about it and move on i wanted to do a post honouring her and remembering her today and how we wish you where still here with us today but know one day as hard as it is espically to explain to 3 little ones and one who knew you real well i glad we have that reassurance and hope a nd glad to know you are know longer in pain and your rejoicing and have a new body.  I still hear your laugh , and see you smile and think of you every time we go to certain places.  You will never be forgotten and will always have a special place in our hearts.  I can still even hear you sing the Irish lullaby.  Everytime i sing it its as if you are singing it.  Happy 5th Heavenly birthday Marilyn and mom and Nana

My absoultely fav picture the day that we finally made you a Nana your dream come true and no one ever lived up to that job or loved it so much then you even if only  for 2 and a half years.